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Ex-Miss USA Cheslie Kryst’s Tragic Final Text To Her Mom Moments Before Jumping To Her Death Is Revealed

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Ex-Miss USA Cheslie Kryst's Tragic Final Text To Her Mom Moments Before Jumping To Her Death Is Revealed

Former Miss USA winner Cheslie Kryst texted her mother a haunting message jumping to her death from her New York City apartment.

Kryst, 30, sent her mother April Simpkins a text message right before jumping from her NYC high-rise, reading: ‘First, I’m sorry, by the time you get this, I won’t be alive anymore. And it makes me even more sad to write this because I know this will hurt you the most.’

Simpkins revealed on Red Table Talk that she ‘near blacked out’ after reading the message.

‘By the time I had read the text, an hour had passed,’ she told host Jada Pinkett-Smith, her daughter Willow Smith, Pinkett-Smith’s mother Adrienne Banfield-Norris. Kryst had sent her mother the text while she knew she’d be in an exercise class.

Ex-Miss USA Cheslie Kryst's Tragic Final Text To Her Mom Moments Before Jumping To Her Death Is Revealed

‘I [remember] calling my husband and screaming “what, what” and we got home and just trying to figure out what to do. I had not read the rest of her message, I just couldn’t.’

She added that she instantly took the text seriously because this was her daughter’s second suicide attempt. She had previously attempted suicide in her early 20s, her mother said.

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The long message went on to say: ‘I love you mom, and you are my best friend, and the person I’ve lived for for years. I wish I could say with you, but I cannot bear the crushing weight of persistent sadness, hopelessness, and loneliness any longer.

‘I’ve never told you these feelings, because I never wanted you to worry, and because I hoped they would eventually change, but I know they never will. They follow me through every accomplishment, success, family gather, friendly dinner – I cry almost every day now, like I’m in mourning. I wished for death for years. And I know you would want to know and want to help, but I haven’t wanted to share this weight with anyone.

Ex-Miss USA Cheslie Kryst's Tragic Final Text To Her Mom Moments Before Jumping To Her Death Is Revealed

‘Regardless of that, thank you sincerely being there for me in some of my loneliness moments without me even telling you I needed you. You have kept me alive and ready to face another day, because you answer every phone call and you are there for me at the drop of a hat. You listen to me and care when I tell you what goes on in my life and you’ve always made me feel as if you loved me.

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‘I love you more than any person I’ve ever known. You’ve done nothing wrong, you’ve done everything right.

‘I no longer feel like I have any purpose in life. I don’t know if I ever really did.’

Simpkins also revealed her daughter’s final wishes, which she did not reveal. The beauty queen’s mother also skipped the more personal parts of the message.

Her mother revealed she knew her daughter was struggling with depression, but ‘didn’t know the severity of it.’ She also said she started to realize her daughter’s ‘smiles were a little forced’ and she encouraged Kryst to call when she needed help.

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2 COMMENTS

  1. Sometimes it’d sn option.. going through some depression that I am counting ďays . Help is not firth coming

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