Blessing CEO has apologised to those she has hurt through her words and actions, admitting that she now understands the pain she once spoke about without experiencing it herself.
She described her current state as emotionally exhausting, saying she feels broken, confused and overwhelmed by everything happening around her.
She also asked for prayers, saying she is tired of praying alone. Comparing her decision to return to her former path to the biblical story of the prodigal son, Blessing said she is ready to make a fresh start and learn from her mistakes.
In an emotional post, she said:
“I am so sorry . Why are you looking at me ? What do u want me to do, tell Me because I am confused, my brain is so numb , the only thing I see is darkness, everywhere just blur for my eyes. Go ahead and mock me, yes throw my own words and mistake to my face maybe I would learn that way . Is this not hard enough,where everything no longer make sense . I am sorry, I am so so sorry, for speaking about the pains I have never felt carelessly.
“I am sorry , so sorry because I am realizing that talk is cheap but action is loud. I am only human, with blood flowing through my Vains so I am bound to make mistakes, mistakes have a price and that is what I am paying for now. With my tears ðŸ˜. I am so broken to the point that I am loosing myself.
” Pray for me because I am exhausted from praying by myself . So I will say this over and over again, I am sorry to everyone I have hurt with words and actions, now I can feel every bit of your pain that I once mocked . To those who still love me despite my mistakes I am sorry, To those who no longer love me because of my actions, I am sorry .
” I am back home like the prodigal son in the Bible and I am not ashamed coming back home where I had abundance , instead of eating crumbs. On the street . I am that prodigal child who is not ashamed to make a U turn from my lost direction. Let’s start all over again, now that I have learnt the lessons in a very hard way .”
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