This is so embarrassing for me to talk about but i don’t want to die in silence. I am filled with so much anger and rage because I think my husband has deceived me into marriage. I met my husband years back and he agreed on No sex before Marriage. Because I am a great believer in Christ teachings i agreed. Never did he disturb me for sex throughout the years we dated. We only gave each other a light kiss when necessary. But like every other woman in the world I had anticipated a great wedding night and dreamed of been happy in my home with a man that is God fearing and also good on the other side.
After our marriage, I was so happy that I have finally achieved all my dreams, but I got the shock of my life on our wedding night. When it was time for us to meet for the first time my husband pulled off and something was amiss. I couldn’t see anything. He is so tiny. I have not had any experience but I knew something wasn’t right…….
He looked at me and knew I needed an explanation of what was going on. He sat me down and told me he didn’t know how to explain himself but that is the way he was created. He promised he would try as much as possible to make up for it in our marriage.
I agreed and we moved on. What has been a concern for me is that he is not willing to seek medical help because they are too expensive and some didn’t work for him in the past.
I am not about love making but i am getting sick about it now. It is a burden i am tired of carrying and don’t know where to turn to. I was deceived into marrying him.
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